Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Today was hell. First I wanted to have energy, I made coffee and decided to make hot the muffin using the microwave. So, I turn the timer to 3 minutes. At 2 minutes, smoke started coming out and it got burnt. The whole house was filled with that smell, even my shirt stinks. I swear I would never cook or bake or what so ever again. Second, I was smoking. I saw my neighbour walk past. Third, Nicki missed the bus cause the bus driver didn't see her waving I guess. It was a loop bus, even when she crossed over. She still missed it! Fourth, I was late. I walked in looking like a loser. Fifth, I got sent into a retarded group. My group had 14 people. 5 malays, 3 nerds/weirdos, 3 Chinese-speaking, 3 normal (Me, a girl, a guy- Jordan). As usual, fucking malays would be m-fucking malays. They speak in their own language and ya wear low-cuts to show off their little brown boobs. Flirting with the guy leader, tell me who wears a skirt to orientation? Notice I don't even use capital letter for malay, cause I really don't think they deserve my respect now. Arghhh, so pissed off and a loner. I decided to make friends with this guy. He looks abit Ah Beng, so I asked him if he smokes. Thank God he does, otherwise I swear I would be stucked in that place. So we smoked, and decided to skip orientation. Then we took our bag and walked out of the hall. I felt bad so we decided to go back and inform them. We lied that we have to work. One of the leader understood and allow us to leave. Sixth, I thought we could talk turns out whatever I said, he doesn't seem to understand. Just keep saying don't know, which really irritates me alot. Lastly, I went to PP feeling very guilty cause I lied to my Mum that I would be going home with my friends so she doesn't have to fetch me. Then Eunyse forgot that I skipped orientation and she told my mother that she spent the whole day with me. But I denied lah. FML! I abit cranky today cause of the above suay-series of happenings in my life. However, I'm happy spending time at PP. Socialising with people that I will never mix with and even spending time with them the whole day was actualy fun! I always thought E dislike me. I changed my opinion about M also. I feel disappointed knowing things I never wanted to know about my friend. Somebody so close to you, that person knows you inside out yet she is the one that hurt you the most. I don't know why whenever I treat people nice, they will take advantage of me. F is also, this drama can't seem to end. Or is it just me?
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